J's .

Child of God .
22 yo. Chinese.

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Starting over.
Sunday, July 9, 2017

It's been a long time since i last update xx Am really sorry guys, i tried to keep this going but always end up procrastinating. Need to keep up with this habit or else people are gonna start throwing eggs at me (lols). Just a'lil update about what has been going on and all.

Am still recovering from a heartbreak, it was really tough, to get through because there's just too much to handle. However, i believe if God closes a door, he opens another. And yes, i will come back stronger and hopefully independent.

Started on a new full time job, which is totally off from what i'd been studying all along. I guess i just needed a break? Or maybe, i don't really know what i want yet. For now, just wanna work my ass off and go for a holiday? hahhaha. And yessssssa, i can't wait for my trip in sept!

Stay tuned!
Joycee.T @7/09/2017

Try again.
Wednesday, May 10, 2017

" It's dangerous to be immersed with the thought of someone all the time, and never get sick of it "
Joycee.T @5/10/2017

Back alive.
Monday, December 19, 2016

After much procrastination, I've decided to make my blog alive again. It's been eight months since I last updated this blog. It's been with me throughout like 9 years? Sigh, time flies.. Anyway, back to the topic, i'll keep this post short and sweet because i'm about to cut long story short for what I've done/happenings for the past eight months!

       May'16 - June'16
  • Exams, and loads of exam.
  • Final academic semester that sums up my entire 3 years in polytechnic!
       July'16 - October'16
  • Spend most of the days in hospital ~ 8weeks (ughh).
  • Had a happy time working @ Geron, OT & day surgery
  • Mad love for Day Surg! OMG
  • Seen and been through many things
  • Definitely not a A&E person (too fast I feel like I should be the one admitted)

       November'16 - 4th December'16
  • Spend my holidays working
  • half of the time worrying for PRCP )))))):
  • *spend the last weekend over @ Zouk at Jiakkim, I'll miss you 😢
      5th December'16 - 24th Feburary'16
  • Going to have my 3months of internship @ Mount Alvernia
  • Decorations made by my ward is very (fucking) nice, effort spent took them 3months
  • Sucks cos' there's no canteen/food court but the food they provide for staff is SUPER sedap
  • good because I don't need to sweat like dog
  • still trying to adapt and make the best out of it!

That's all I have for now!
Stay tune for the upcoming entries!
Joycee.T @12/19/2016

Lost .
Friday, April 29, 2016

Sometimes I feel like the whole world against me, I don't know anymore.
Joycee.T @4/29/2016

Just a little tired from usual..
Sunday, April 10, 2016

How to be able to feel normal again when it actually hurts deeply inside? I've never wanted something so badly that I broke down habitually now and then whenever i'm alone. I'm not sick or what sort but ya.. As if it's the end of the world. Nothing would mean so much to me other than my partner. Words has become a weapon that people are so used to say to hurt each other's pride. And therefore, we become numb. I've always been sensitive to what people around me says. Basically, I don't think I present how I actually feel because I'm just aware of my surrounding at all times. My love for him can never be compared to any other because I believe it's unique. However, i really do hope that my efforts do pay off. I want to see his smile and that way he look at me before. I don't wish for anything else, but just that. I hope i could make him happy again. I don't want to be a disappointment, to anyone. Sigh.
Joycee.T @4/10/2016